Well I went t gym my class was switched again cant seem to get in the swing of things. I amdealing with a very rough break up and It has left me so damn depressed that I dont want to do a damn thing, I no ths is for weight loss but I just wish that he loved me theway I loved him and this should motivate m to work out and look hot but all I want to do is eat or nothing and I really need to get out of this. I feel like the ugliest person on the planet and when you feel this way you just dont care I probably gained 5 maybe even 10 lbs Idk I have nt even stepped on the scale and 2 weeks from now I have to. I WILL get out of this funk but for today its just worst dayever for me I am usually the positive one pushing all my friends and family to do better and right now I am the one who needs that push and i just dont feel like i have anyone here to push me. :( Oh well tomorow will be better then today. Next post wont be so crappie I promise hope no one reads this or maybe I do for some motivation. Ok hope EVERYONE is doing wayyy better then me and will post gain tomorow.