well had to work today so no clue how I did hope I can go to weigh in with Jaime on monday morning I havent heard back from him. Hope every one had succsess this month with there weight loss goals.

Well I woke up this morning went for a 4mile walk it was FREEZING,, went to church, went shopping, then just havent stopped till jus now,, cleaned house, did landry, cleaned out freezer, have about 10 bags for good will of clothes,shoes and toys we dont need. I love staying busy it keeps my mind off of things I dont want to  think about and It also keeps me away from snacking on things I shouldnt be eating.13 more days till weigh in I dont want to check my weight at this time but my goal is to be down 5 more I would have Loved 10 but st this point I will be happy if I hit a 5lb loss. 13 days I can do it!!

Well I went t gym my class was switched again cant seem to get in the swing of things. I amdealing with a very rough break up and It has left me so damn depressed that I dont want to do a damn thing, I no ths is for weight loss but I just wish that he loved me theway I loved him and this should motivate m to work out and look hot but all I want to do is eat or nothing and I really need to get out of this. I feel like the ugliest person on the planet and when you feel this way you just dont care I probably gained 5 maybe even 10 lbs Idk I have nt even stepped on the scale and 2 weeks from now I have to. I WILL get out of this funk but for today its just worst dayever for me I am usually the positive one pushing all my friends and family to do better and right now I am the one who needs that push and i just dont feel like i have anyone here to push me. :( Oh well tomorow will be better then today. Next post wont be so crappie I promise hope no one reads this or maybe I do for some motivation. Ok hope EVERYONE is doing wayyy better then me and will post gain tomorow.

Well I'm going to an out of town concert with my daughter and we Will be dining out so I'm really nervous hope I survive this.

Well unfortunetly I twisted my ankle which prevented me from doing anything exercise and its been a full week now and I feel like I gained 10lbs i really hope not but I am starting to feel better I just cant believ how hard it is to get back on after only a week off,, and this weather doesnt help. Well heres to a new week!!